so here i am, shooting off my first post, with exactly 12 minutes to do it!
today i am dreaming of things i could create- beautiful things, delicate things, colorful things....possibly even for profit, so i can make even more beautiful, delicate and colorful things!
right now i'm wondering if i have the time to edit this post so it too will be beautiful, delicate and colorful....probably not.
i will mention as a completely unrelated side note that i am not myself lately. something is shifting inside me, has been for awhile....it's not a feeling as if i am losing myself, but instead that i am finding myself- just, slowly....VERY slowly. it's excruciating, and i feel for my sweet husband (the Farmer himself) as he waits so patiently- as if he's not even waiting at all- sometimes absorbing blows i didn't mean to throw. this is such new terrain for me, finding myself- and as if i have unlimited resources...of course, i DO- i have just never lived in accordance with that fact. maybe that's the biggest change of all that's going on inside me right now.
well, i have 6 minutes left, but i think i'll leave it til next time. yay for finally beginning.
inLove,
theFarmer'swife
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